Nearing 36 still no baby

Been trying since about 2005 to be a mom and here it is Almost 2014 and still with all I have been through   I am still no closer. My heart aches and I am completely lost. seriously I can't imagine my life to be different and it shouldn't be like this! I am trying with all my heart to stay hopeful, but in this moment I am  drowning in despair! Tomorrow will be better!

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RoxyD
RoxyD

So sorry you are having such a hard time. Wish there was more to say, IF sucks.
Hugs
HopefulinNYC
HopefulinNYC

So sorry you feel this way. IF is so hard and so full of loss and sadness. It\'s just so unfair. Hope tomorrow is a better day. Hugs
cidekmat
cidekmat

Hugs hang in there IF takes so much out of us but we are strong and carry on... Tomorrow will be a better day
tntpetal
tntpetal

It\'s hard trying not to think about the race of time marching and clashing with our dreams and wishesI know. Hang in there friend. *HUG!!
deleted_user
deleted_user

Sorry to hear you are feeling this way, I hate these bad days. I hope that tomorrow is a better day and you feel much more hopeful :)
MightyMel
MightyMel

It\'s so hard when you\'ve been trying that many years. I tried from 2002 until 2013. I understand the depression, relationship hardships and loss of hope that comes with all that time passing by. I\'m sorry you\'re going through this.
PolkaDotGirl
PolkaDotGirl

I\'m sorry hun. IF is so unfair.
CaliCutie81
CaliCutie81

IF is the most awful merry go round there can be. I\'m so sorry you are struggling to stay hopeful. Thinking of you ((hugs))
LMWT
LMWT

Sorry you were having such a hard day yesterday. I hope today looks better!
Jat092311
Jat092311

{HUGS} Sorry you are feeling this way - IF sucks and none of us should have to go through this. Hope you feel better soon!
ktk7779413
ktk7779413

I\'m so sorry you are struggling. It will get better though. There\'s always an up after the down. You are such a wonderful support to all of us here. I am praying for you my friend. xoxo
HaveFaith24
HaveFaith24

I am so sorry, it is all so unfair. Sending you big hugs...xoxo
deleted_user
deleted_user

Big hugs to you! I hope you will find the strength to keep fighting and explore all of the many family building options out there !
deleted_user
deleted_user

(((((((((HUGS))))))))))
Sending you extra hope. Because in the end that is the only thing that keeps us going.
Praying your miracle is on the way soon.

PS After 10 years of trying I was 36 with my first, 38 with my second and hey, perhaps there is one more waiting for me at 40!
krjohnson1980
krjohnson1980

I\'m so sorry that you are feeling like this, I think we can all relate to this. IF is unfair and I hate having to deal with this when everyone seems to have it so easy. Keep your faith, that\'s really all we have. XOXO