Name the Creeper
I thought I had it under control but the past week wasn't so good. Lots of near tears and some tears I finally let go of. Lots of headaches. I have one now...ugh. I colored my hair. Not sure if I like it. I spent too much money yesterday so I will have to be very careful until next pay day.
I feel like I am on the edge of verbally beating myself up and getting really depressed again. The fatalistic thinking is creeping up behind me. I can feel it tapping my shoulder and whispering how I will always be disgusting and pathetic. I should name him...I feel like it is a "him". I will have to give it some thought. It has to be the perfect name. I might have to get to know him a bit better to be able to choose a name. For now I will try to stay calm and punch him in the face.
I feel like I am on the edge of verbally beating myself up and getting really depressed again. The fatalistic thinking is creeping up behind me. I can feel it tapping my shoulder and whispering how I will always be disgusting and pathetic. I should name him...I feel like it is a "him". I will have to give it some thought. It has to be the perfect name. I might have to get to know him a bit better to be able to choose a name. For now I will try to stay calm and punch him in the face.
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he can go get fucked the creepy creep. Let\'s do more than punch him in the face, lets beat the crap out of him until he slowly dies in agony.
Hehehe.....The bastard got a grip on me over the weekend and this morning but work helped to focus me. Most people enjoy days off...I take a trip down the rabbit hole.