My womb is empty, as my baby is gone to heaven

I can't even explain the emotional 2 weeks that I had. Let's just say my water rumptured early, 2 week hospital stay, delivered a beautiful baby boy at 23 weeks, he passed away after staying 2 days for mommy and daddy. I have no words at to how to recover from this. My heart is aching,  I am at a lost for words. I simply can't believe after everything I went through, this is my ending. I don't have any earthly idea of how to get through this. Please pray for me.

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deleted_user
deleted_user

I\'m so sorry. My heart is breaking for you....
deleted_user
deleted_user

I dont even know what to say and I am sure there are NO words that will take some of the pain you are feeling away....I am so sorry for your loss...its just not fair at all.....please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers as you struggle through this difficult time...
MoniKat
MoniKat

OMG! I have no words to express....I am in total shock for you! =( I am so sorry sweetie!
Tryingtomakesense
Tryingtomakesense

I am just heartbroken to hear this news! I am so so so sorry that you lost your precious baby boy. :-( He sounds like a brave little fighter for staying two days at such a tender age. I am praying for you and your DH and your family.
EELC
EELC

I am so incredibly shocked and sorry! I know how hard you fought to get pregnant, and how wanted that baby was. It is horrible to go through such a devastating loss after all you have been through. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

There is a stillbirth support group here on DS. If you haven\'t joined yet, think about it, as they know exactly what you are going through and can help support you beyond all the hugs we will give you.

http://www.dailystrength.org/c/Stillbirth/support-group
deleted_user
deleted_user

I am so so sorry. No words can take away your pain. All I can do is ask the Lord to heal you and help you get through this devistating time. I am so heartbroken for you. You have been through so much and this will be so trying.

Remember that God loves you and he has a reason for everything...even if it doesn\'t make sense right now. I am praying for you feverishly.
deleted_user
deleted_user

I\'m sooooooo sorry to hear, my heart goes out to you!! I will keep you in my prayers!
deleted_user
deleted_user

Stay strong, I am so sorry to hear about this. I will be praying for you.
deleted_user
deleted_user

I am so deeply sorry for the loss of your baby boy. Did you name him? What you have been through is horrific and violent and no one should ever have to endure it. Sadly, many of us have and we are here for you to lean on when you need it. There are no words of wisdom, but, be gentle with yourself. I had my baby girl at 27 weeks, her heart had stopped beating while still inside my womb. She was perfect and beautiful but born without life. I pray for you and your family during this very difficult time. I hope you have the support you need.
deleted_user
deleted_user

I am so so sorry. No words, only prayers and hugs.
deleted_user
deleted_user

I am so so sorry sweetie. Many hugs and prayers that you will be comforted. My brother just lost their 20 month old. My SIL is blogging about it. Maybe her writings can help you in the grief process. She kind of knows what you are feeling. Lot\'s of love to you girl. ((((hugs)))). sunshinepromises.blogspot.com
deleted_user
deleted_user

I am so sorry. My heart goes out to you and your family. Xo
Brennasmom
Brennasmom

I saw one of my friends comment on your post and wanted to reach out. I am sorry for your loss and can understand how you\'re feeling. We lost our daughter Brenna at 38 weeks in December. It is absolutely devastating. I\'m here if you ever want to talk or vent or cry. Big hugs and prayers coming your way, Corrine
deleted_user
deleted_user

This is just so terrible and so sad to hear-I am sure it must feel like an absolute nightmare. I wish there was something that I could do to help-the only thing I know is that I will be praying for you every day that you have the strength to deal with each day as it comes. There is so much suffering in this world and I don\'t understand it. I don\'t believe that God causes or \'lets\' these things happen, or that this happened for a reason -I think he suffers along with us when something terrible and sad happens. My heart is with you-
Wannababybad
Wannababybad

Oh my! I am at a complete loss for words! I am SO very sorry to hear this...my heart literally breaks for you! I wish I had some \"magical\" words that could heal your heart, but I\'m affraid I just dont really know what to say. I will be praying that God will heal your heart and give you understanding of this tragedy. Remember that God is always there with you even when you feel alone. I am here if you need someone...Again..I am SO very sorry sweetie!