My Story - A New path, A New Begining.

Perhaps you have read my previous journal entry, and discovered some difficult things I've gone through. Moving, loneliness, break up, people always leaving. And a new one is the death of a great man I wish I knew so much more. However, over the years, I've found a happiness and respect for life inside of me I never knew existed. After all the bad, I realised, it actually does get better.
Everything is going pretty well now, even if it is bad. Confusing right? Well, I've learned to look past the bad things just enough to be happy. I don't expect great things to happen, therefore when they do happen, I'm overwhelmed, and if they don't happen, I'm not affected by it.
Recently though, there has been no bad, but only good. God is blessing me so much this year and I even have faith he will soon bring me a friend to live here.
Before I was weak, and I wrote that journal entry at my weakest point. I've grown a lot over the past year. I can hardly even believe I wrote that entry! I've discovered I don't need love to make me happy, at least not in a romantic sense. I love my friends and family to bits, and they help me to carry on every single day. Also, surprisingly, I love this country. It's my home now, and I love it more than my original home. The people are outstanding here and I have huge respect for them. It's been a huge blessing to move here, I've learned a lot. And even though I have no friends out here, I can still be happy!
Instead I focus on helping people, and my new found musical talents. My interests such as wood work, writing and other stuff. I'm no longer a shy and dependent person. I feel like I'm a new guy. I love life like never before! :D
I just wanted to let you all know, I'm doing amazing, and I hope the same for all of you. You have all helped me so much, and I'm here to give back some of that help. Also! you should know I'm a christian now, and am living for Christ! :)
A special message to anyone out there struggling, It does get better. I promise. Seek the lord when all hope seems lost. :) If you need prayer, just let me know!