My mood is changing

I was okay earlier but now i'm not. I feel sad because my life is not where I want it to be. I used to have goals in my life but now I don't. When I was in school, I wanted to be a Database Adminstrator. That will not happen. I can't go back to school because of my illness. I'm stuck. Nothing exciting happen in my life. No good news or anything. I give up. I guess I will have no goals in my life. I will just let my life flow.