My Life

I need to learn how to deal with stress. I can't go to job training because on my report it said I can't handle stress. Life Help Menter Center and St. Dominic Hospital said that I still have suicide thoughts. I'm trying to find a job so I can help around the house and pay my bills. I really need a job. I feel bad that my mom and grandmother are paying for my stuff. I'm stuck at home not doing anything in my life. Yes, I am in school trying to get my diploma in Medical Office Assistant. I guess my goal is to finish school in 15 months. How can I get a job if I can't handle stress? I know this is something I need to work on. I have a lot of bills to pay and no job. I feel as if everybody I know is doing something with their life and I'm just sitting at home doing nothing. I feel a little sad today. I really want to go to job training. I guess I will have to wait a while. Oh well.