My introduction

     i havent been up to much in reality. Been "dead" since 10 November of this year. i wanted an escape though and to hopefully get out some feelings simply. i'm shy, awkward, and have little real friends, though if you ask people (i did tofay) and they said i'm "nice, caring, artisitc, a poet, weird, strange, mature, quiet, helpful, intelligent, lonely." so i guess it's really up to you what to believe but this is what i have.
sorry for such an awkward introduction.... >_< i'm still kind of upset the 21st is coming.