My hubby says I have given up but I think I am a realist.

My hubby says that since my Doctor told me in July of last year that he thought that I had MS that I have just given up. I don't think that's anywhere close to the truth and wonder where he has been looking when I have been struggling for the last 9 years and especially the last 3 or 4. I won't even mention the day to day battle the last 11 months has been. I think I am a realist. I see my life, I see me getting progressively worse. Am I gonna fall over dead tomorrow? maybe, same chance as any other person on the face of this earth. But I know I won't wake up normal...normal for me, like I was say oh 4 years ago. I won't get up in the morning and walk/run the dog 2 or 3 miles come home and shower then go work 24 hours as a paramedic and then maybe even pic up overtime, come home from that and maybe go play some tennis etc ...... Tomorrow I will get up whenever I awake and drink my first balanced nutritional drink (old people drink I call them) come in to the office in our house and get on the computer. I will stay there untill my butt falls asleep or I get bored and then I will go back to my bed , probably with a laptop and that will continue until it is time to go to sleep. Ta da! my day, and thats a good one. I may go to the store, I may go down stairs, my hubby will make me a meal or I will eat a sandwich and drink 1 or 2 more old people drinks. I might read something. I am due to start school again on the 27th of this month and I keep myself busy online with projects but the physical aspects of my life has gone from high powered to stagnant.  He seems to think that this is by choice. I don't understand.......