My Granny
To start out with John made it home last night about 6:00. I was glad of that. Today I went and saw my granny at the rest. She is 94 will be 95 in September. She is a very important part of my life. The last couple of visits she would always want to know why God is keeping her here on this earth. I have told her that when Josh passed she told me I was not supposed to ask why God had a reason and purpose that we would never understand. This morning she told me that Charles Stanley (preacher on TV) have her a good surmon this morning. He preached about not have any control of how long you are here on this earth. She told me that God sent her this message this morning to let her know her PURPOSE here as not been filled it. She said she did not know what it was but she was not finished yet. All I could think of was Barbara's journal about her purpose in her life. I wanted to cry my eyes out. I have always wondered what my purpose is now that Josh is gone. Loving and taking care of him was purpose in life even though sometimes I don't think he thought so.
Today is beautiful here about 60 degrees. I am heading outside to work in Josh's garden and talk with him a while. I do miss him so.
Love you all
Today is beautiful here about 60 degrees. I am heading outside to work in Josh's garden and talk with him a while. I do miss him so.
Love you all
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