My First Journal Here . . .

So, my first day on this site.  I was actually a member of this site a few years ago and just came back today.  I'm going to have to get used to everything here again.  Right now, I would really like to sleep, I'm so tired, but I just can't.  I hate my life.  I don't know what to do with myself.  I'm so confused, it's like I'm living in a fog.  I feel like my thoughts are all over the place and I can't form even one single complete thought.  This journal probably makes absolutely no sense . . .