My feelings are out of control

I'm being obsessive and over a guy I just met. Yes I'm sure he likes me. But does he want me? I donno. I'm just suprised someone like him wanted to be around someone like me to begin with. And the other guy....So now there are not one but two guys I hold interest in and I don't even really know them
I'm so upset with myself because I'm missing Kevin while he's away on his trip for a week. I hate that I'm counting down the days upon his return. I'm just setting myself up for hurt.
All this is driving me nuts and I can't sleep while I have a job interview tomorrow morning. Early in the morning. God I'm so scared and upset and hurt with myseld. I need to play it safe and I'm obviously not doing that.