My everyday problems
These days have seemed ok yet they get harder and harder everyday. Right now I'm struggling with my depression on top of trying to quit smoking and losing weight. i know if I just put my mind to it i can do it. its just that I cant get my mind in the right place. Love is another battle in facing right now, There are two people in my life that I'm madly in love with one a man and the other a woman. He's everything I want besides his crazy attitude and his inability make up his mind. and she is a beautiful person that loves me so very much.' one part of me says i have to let him go and just stick with her but my heart is so damn stubborn. The thing is I dont want to hurt anyone especially myself. i dont really know if he'd be hurt if i let him go but i think it would hurt me very much. and if i left her it would hurt her so deep. See i have no idea what to do. Honestly i know he's not good for me cause hes no good to himself but what can i do with this heart of mine. Hopefully I'll get things together sooner than later.