My everyday problems

These days have seemed ok yet they get harder and harder everyday. Right now I'm struggling with my depression on top of trying to quit smoking and losing weight. i know if I just put my mind to it i can do it. its just that I cant get my mind in the right place. Love is another battle in facing right now, There are two people in my life that I'm madly in love with one a man and the other a woman. He's everything I want besides his crazy attitude and his inability  make up his mind. and she is a beautiful person that loves me so very much.' one part of me says i have to let him go and just stick with her but my heart is so damn stubborn. The thing is I dont want to hurt anyone especially myself. i dont really know if he'd be hurt if i let him go but i think it would hurt me very much. and if i left her it would hurt her so deep. See i have no idea what to do. Honestly i know he's not good for me cause hes no good to himself but what can i do with this heart of mine. Hopefully I'll get things together sooner than later.

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angiebettin
angiebettin

I know from myself, now this is talking about me. Start fresh! Think, I need to get my mind straight first. Ur not being selfish if you got to get ur depression under control first. You are not married to either one right? Well, please make urself come 1st. You cant control how others will react if u explain that u yourself need to get right. Love urself 1st. People will heal on there own time, in ttheir own way. Please, help u. When I started to straighten my self out, Things got better in life. We all got our problems, otherwize I would be on ds. Love u. Then all the other people will happen in ur life. The other people mostly have problems they havnt even told u about. Be strong!
UnknownSaddness
UnknownSaddness

I\'ve read your comment so many times and I just wanted to say thank you. I already knew of what u talked about but sometimes it takes someone on the outside to say the same thing so i know i\'m at least somewhat on the right track