my energies

my energies get the better of me at times. I try and keep


mindful and then slowly my mind speeds up and wants 


and utlimately I have to just deal with myself. Just dealing,


things are ok.

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OlderCPer
OlderCPer

that's when my Freecell and Mahjong games get a lot of play time....generally at night when I'm trying to be still and make my mind slow the hamster wheel down....
malibumark
malibumark

Thanks Kat
arfie
arfie

I find it far easier to feel happy and content when I let *just dealing* be enough. Not every moment in life needs to be Nirvana. Sometimes okay is more than enough.
malibumark
malibumark

I know what you're saying Arfie. There is something in me that undermines me in a big way... it's like something in me says "You're happy???!!! Well you got that wrong!!" - I am ok though. Just enjoying the time off and going to watch tv sitting next to the Buddha my brother gave me. He's my wing man :).