My doctor's appointment
So here goes: My doctor's appointment was the worst experience of my life. No joke the doctor said, "Your weight is UNACCEPTABLE!" He then proceeded to call my counselor and they are talking about sending me inpatient somewhere. I am soooo not going inpatient. My new goal is to reach 88 lbs, and I'm gonna do it. I feel like I'm kind of plateauing at 97lbs though. Been here for a couple days now. But I ate nothing today and hope that doing so will make the weight come off quickly. Oh god I want to be thin. It's everything to me. I will refuse to go to some hospital where their goal is to make me fat. Not gonna happen. NOPE!! ~Tracie
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If you go to treatment, truth is they will make you gain. BUT not going you will get to a place where you could not eat even if you wanted to or needed to, and after that a number of bad things could happen. I\'ve been inyour position before and if you need to talk please message me. I wish you the best in mental happiness. Treatment can be terrifying but in time you will thank yourself so much for it.
Huni I wish u cud see how beautiful u r and how becoming thinner will WILL kill u. I hope ur Ed gets under control and u consider some counseling and impatient care because u r worth it.
Pls take care eat sumthing and relax :)
-Dia