my divorce has been filed

i received my divorce papers.  i have to serve my husband and he has to sign that he received it.  then in 91 days from then we have to sign saying the divorce is final and then i have to send both back to my lawyer. and then in about a month ill get the decree from the court.
im not overly emotional but its sad.  mostly im sad that my husband doesnt think me valuable enuf to change.  thats it.  he definately needs to change if there is any hope of us being happy together.  not saying theres no changing for me. but ive been willing to change.  he hasnt been.  saddens me that he just wont. 
or maybe he just cant.  only he and god know whats the truth.
well.  i hate that im getting a divorce.  i am understanding that my family is not divorcing as i initially thought.  it doesnt have to.  its just changing.  my husband and i are divorcing.  but reality our relationship is not ending either.  it is changing.  into what i do not yet know.
time will show.
my very pragmatic brother just gave me a gift basket...very kind and thoughtful.  im gonna save it...til when im not sure.  but its so pretty i just want it as a reminder of how i am loved.