My darling girl
Sooo After he packed a bag and left.. I went downstairs (so the girls couldnt see me) and started just crying... Chaise came downstairs.. and said Mommy whats wrong... why are u crying... and I said.. oh honey its nothing... mommy just tripped and hurt her foot.. I will be ok... and she crawled onto my lapput her little arms around me and started singing "You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy when skies are grey, youll never know dear, how much I love u, ... ohhh please dont take my sunshine away....." then says to me..... there mommy does that make it better? and me holding back more sobs.. say to her.. yes babe.. it does.. But then as we walk up the stairs.... she says to me.. "Mommy.. u just really have to be careful and slow down....when u walk so u dont trip and hurt urself.. to which then I say... "yes babe I know ... I know I do." (That song, I sung it to her, when she was a baby, and I sing it to her when she falls, or is sick) I dont think I will ever get over her doing that...
Replies