My Daily Moment of Sadness

It is usually more than a moment but it is daily. I think I may be escaping it but then it turns up. I suppose it is ok to feel it. I guess I don't need to do anything about it. I feel kind of lonely and detached from those around me. Close but not quite.....
 
It will be time for bed soon. I should go floss and wash my face as well as CPAP mask. Then a glass of wine and night time meds. Maybe by 10:30 I will be ready to sleep.
 
Already feeling restless and something else I can't identify....