My big decision!
Okay, so I am thinking of going back to school. I don't know if I will. I made a phone call today to start the process. I'm not sure I will make the leap at all at this point, but I do have an appointment on Monday with a councilor. So we shall see. Gosh I feel to old to go back to school even though I know other people are going back to school after a decade or so.lol Some days I feel so much older than my age. I think that is because I am doing nothing at all with my life. And sitting around my house is not helping me!
So to go back to school or not is the decision. I know I really want to go back to school but I'm so scared. I don't know why. I don't want to fail. I do have issues with concentrating! I don't know if I can really do it.
Gosh, why can't decision making be easier than this! Someone help!!!! I feel so alone in this process!!
So to go back to school or not is the decision. I know I really want to go back to school but I'm so scared. I don't know why. I don't want to fail. I do have issues with concentrating! I don't know if I can really do it.
Gosh, why can't decision making be easier than this! Someone help!!!! I feel so alone in this process!!
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You go, girl!! I, too, am about to go for a part-time job. As you said, sitting around the house isn\'t helping us.
I\'m frightened, too. All these doubts that I didn\'t have 15 years ago - what if I can\'t perform? what if I can\'t learn all the new technology? etc. - follow me around nipping at my confidence.
I figure that I - both of us- have survived this far, and this last decade has been, as still sometimes is, downright hell.
School, and in my case, a job, couldn\'t be worse than menopause, and in fact, would be a Welcome Change.
I believe in you, vickicrouch2! You can do it!
Keep me posted, my friend!!