Must change...

I have come to the conclusion that I have to change. There are too many people depending on me for me to continue to live in my current mindset. The question is HOW?? I am reading Louise Hay's book You Can Heal Your Life and using the affirmations in it. I really need to re-program my mindset in order to get back on track and support my family. I can't keep doing as little as possible in order to stay in bed all day. It's not right. I want a happy life.