Musings and such
Dear DS diary,
* Having a lot of problems with my workout routine. I can only really afford to see a trainer once a week, which is not enough. Can't seem to put a routine together on my own, and progress with the trainer on making something work is not progressing enough because I don't see him enough. Don't know what to do. I had asked a question at the food diary site YouFood if anybody had used online streaming workout sites, but it got no answers. As in nobody responded, period.
* Is it just me, or does it seem like there has been an unusually high number of firings around tackle football between college and pro this year, even if you back out those who are voluntarily retiring at the end of the year?
* I'm working with a vocational counselor, and I've just been hooked up with a resource to help me find something better this week. This would be all well and good...if the Paris attacks hadn't taken place. So many retriggers recently my nerves are definitely not equipped to handle the unknowns that are coming. This shit -- pardon my language -- just got real, and by that I mean real scary.
* I'm having birthday blues again, although it's not as bad as it could be because at least some good things happened this year, specifically running the 5K last month. But I wish felt safer and more secure than I do. I wish I didn't have a confidence crisis almost weekly. But probably most of all, being the center of attention doesn't go over on me too good.
* Having a lot of problems with my workout routine. I can only really afford to see a trainer once a week, which is not enough. Can't seem to put a routine together on my own, and progress with the trainer on making something work is not progressing enough because I don't see him enough. Don't know what to do. I had asked a question at the food diary site YouFood if anybody had used online streaming workout sites, but it got no answers. As in nobody responded, period.
* Is it just me, or does it seem like there has been an unusually high number of firings around tackle football between college and pro this year, even if you back out those who are voluntarily retiring at the end of the year?
* I'm working with a vocational counselor, and I've just been hooked up with a resource to help me find something better this week. This would be all well and good...if the Paris attacks hadn't taken place. So many retriggers recently my nerves are definitely not equipped to handle the unknowns that are coming. This shit -- pardon my language -- just got real, and by that I mean real scary.
* I'm having birthday blues again, although it's not as bad as it could be because at least some good things happened this year, specifically running the 5K last month. But I wish felt safer and more secure than I do. I wish I didn't have a confidence crisis almost weekly. But probably most of all, being the center of attention doesn't go over on me too good.
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It\'s great that you\'re seeing a new counselor. Is she helping you any? How often do you see your new counselor?
I just watch various exercise videos on YouTube, if I can ever find the space inside to work out. If you can\'t afford to see a trainer more often, then maybe you should try those online streaming workout sites.