Musings
Dear DS diary,
Just a collection of a few thoughts today because I can't come up with anything coherent:
* Night terrors...okay, nightmares to you...have been devastating recently. I keep replaying the news images about the Boston marathon bombing a lot. When I saw my PCP today he suggested keeping a journal, but here's the truth: When a retrigger comes knocking, it's already too late. No amount of journaling will permanently get it out of my head.
* To that end, my life coach has declared an impasse because I can't lock in on anything. It's not his fault, and honestly he had no choice. I've been given an appointment with a rehab center from outside sources (parents) so it's very possible I'm done with the life coach. I have no idea what to say to him tonight.
* Sport musing: On the whole, MLB games have been faster this campaign than last. But I still think implementation of the pitch clock (20 seconds) is inevitable which is almost sad. 30 years ago, excepting postseason games, 3 hours was enough for a typical network broadcast with time for a post-game show besides. Not anymore.
* I gave SparkPeople the heave-ho. Patience ran out with the members there. You know you have a problem when you make known the kind of issues you have and people can't accept you for that. Coming to terms with the fact that I am now training for the 5K truly solo will be hard to accept, but that's my reality. I'll have to deal with it.
Just a collection of a few thoughts today because I can't come up with anything coherent:
* Night terrors...okay, nightmares to you...have been devastating recently. I keep replaying the news images about the Boston marathon bombing a lot. When I saw my PCP today he suggested keeping a journal, but here's the truth: When a retrigger comes knocking, it's already too late. No amount of journaling will permanently get it out of my head.
* To that end, my life coach has declared an impasse because I can't lock in on anything. It's not his fault, and honestly he had no choice. I've been given an appointment with a rehab center from outside sources (parents) so it's very possible I'm done with the life coach. I have no idea what to say to him tonight.
* Sport musing: On the whole, MLB games have been faster this campaign than last. But I still think implementation of the pitch clock (20 seconds) is inevitable which is almost sad. 30 years ago, excepting postseason games, 3 hours was enough for a typical network broadcast with time for a post-game show besides. Not anymore.
* I gave SparkPeople the heave-ho. Patience ran out with the members there. You know you have a problem when you make known the kind of issues you have and people can't accept you for that. Coming to terms with the fact that I am now training for the 5K truly solo will be hard to accept, but that's my reality. I'll have to deal with it.
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