moving along

I promised myself I would write in my journal frequently, so I am sticking to it!  Some days it's difficult - not much to say, really.  I am enjoying the peacefulness of being free of gambling at the same time missing it some . . . knowing all the bad . . . initially there WERE some good times.  Can't go back - - - lots of thoughts floating in my head today. I know I can't gamble like "normal people" so the trying to do that is OVER.   All the $$ I wish I had in my pocket now. . . can't redo that either.  Anyway, I am lots calmer and less hyper, no guilt, and overall things are good.  Just experiencing fully all the many feelings and thoughts that go into recovery from this.   Will just move along with it - - -hope everyone is well today and gfSmokeygirl