Mourning...

After a few short days of not gambling I was feeling pretty good.  Today I felt a sense of mourning, I felt sorry for myself and worthless like my life and actions didn't matter. I felt like going to my comfort zone of gambling but thankfully I did not. I     am hopeful that tomorrow I feel a sense of pride and encouragement for making it another day without gambling.  Just for today I will not gamble. Stay strong!