more than one reality....

......just for myself, my own being, I am starting to see there are a couple of realities.

I get very fulfilled by working, it fills me with a sense of productivity and adult to adult

contact.. I am grateful for the opportunity to earn money and also work. The community

both coworkers and public are great...At times

it isn't a rose garden but such is normality.

But then I come home and have to transition to being my own filter in life

rather than the function action I get from being at work.

I came home from work and did all my chores here - and did some grocery 

shopping for my parents who are coming home tomorrow from their vacation.

I was just sitting here on the couch in the silence feeling as though 

there was some miscommunication in my mind going on - I wasn't able

to act forward - take action - I was kind of lost in thought - but then was able

to see that the ability to push forward with creativity was there.

I just kind of accepted that weaknesses of my mind at times - I remembered that same kind of

fragile state at work

too - and so then I decided to change

my action to one of healing theme - and my heart opened up.

I gave myself some patience and took a warm place of refuge

in my body - and so I notice the other reality for me.

And so I came on here to write about it.

I know we are all different and all have different strengths

and levels of constancy in ourselves. In knowing myself

I can feel humbled by it but also empowered to change perspectives,

take care and do something positive.

I definitely feel galvanized to make my way with the rest of the day

now. 

Sending peace,

Mark