More, now worse, nightmares seem to be coming...

Today I got an e-mail regarding a summer course for the Paralegal Core Competency Exam, basically a way for new paralegals to get certified.  At least that takes care of my concerns about whether I've made my ground with regards to that section of my academic evaluation that looked fishy yesterday (non-issue now).
I really don't know what to think about this.  I don't think it's a bad idea, but considering that I don't drive, the hours for the prep session that would be on campus are...pretty bad for my purposes.  There are other means I could use to prepare for it, don't get me wrong about that, but...
...honestly, while I'll likely be thinking about this differently a week or so down the road, today was not a good day for me to be getting information about something like this.  I won't dispute that it's a good idea, but right now my head is a mess -- worries are still keeping me awake at night -- and I really really am worried about where to go from here because I know in my heart that if it comes down to one career path over another, I am probably going to kick myself over time spent for nothing on the route that gets dumped.
I might as well say also that it's not helping that DS is losing the Meebo chat bar next week.  I can understand the reasons why and I will not argue those, but considering how few friends I really have, and that most of them are here, it's a really bad time for me to be losing this because I'm still prone to these "need you now" moments...and I have but one Skype friend.  Only one.

It's no wonder that I seem to be dodgy on things like contacting the career center on campus and rebuilding my resume this afternoon...