More energy today

Feeling a little more alive and energetic today. I am hopeful that this is a sign that things are turning around. I detest feeling like an old dishrag. I am a " I wanna go, go, go person." I want to reflect at the end of the day on everything I have accomplished. But when my days lead to very little I get more depressed. Vicious cycle. After a few days of feeling, " Oh, whoa is me!!". I take matters into my own hands and push myself. This usually works after a day or two or three or four etc.... The dvd recorder is still not functioning but Michael will fiddle with it tonight. He can usually figure it out.I have been very busy already today and it is only 12. I got up at 6 and made my bed. Then I had my morning coffee and smoke...don’t say a word...I know I shouldn’t smoke... no lectures. PLEASE!! Then I did 25 minutes on the treadmill. At 6:55 the boys arrived and I got them settled with breakfast and tooth brushing. I let the doggies out for a run. Then I ate. Off to school for the boys at 8:35 and then I had to do grocery shopping for this elderly lady. Then I went to get pillows at Wal Mart. So then I drug everything in and decided there were food items in the freezer that needed to go. So an unplanned fridge cleaning. Then my daughter called and we chatted a few minutes. Oh and in between times I have been answering journals and emails. Now it is time for my lunch.Oh, yes, and it is such a lovely sunshiny day to be out BUT it is -38*C which is almost the same in *F.Well, have a good day, one and all. Debbie