More Bad Eating
I don't know what's wrong with me lately... I've been giving in and going out to eat when we don't have the money. I've gained weight and feel sick. The thought of purging is on my mind, but I won't let it win.
I see the podiatrist tomorrow... I haven't been doing the epsom salt baths and just using the pain cream. I can feel where it's swollen in my foot. I don't know what she's going to say... I've done my best to keep off of it. I think I'm going to put an ice pack on it and see if it helps. I got some of my eye cream in my contacts and my eyes have been burning all day. Finally, when I got home I threw them away. it's the beginning of a new month anyway, and so it's time to change my contacts. I need to figure out what to do with this red stuff around my eye. the cream isn't working. I see my doctor next month, so I will ask him then. I don't think it's serious enough to get a sooner appointment. I just need to make sure not to get the cream in my eye.
I see the podiatrist tomorrow... I haven't been doing the epsom salt baths and just using the pain cream. I can feel where it's swollen in my foot. I don't know what she's going to say... I've done my best to keep off of it. I think I'm going to put an ice pack on it and see if it helps. I got some of my eye cream in my contacts and my eyes have been burning all day. Finally, when I got home I threw them away. it's the beginning of a new month anyway, and so it's time to change my contacts. I need to figure out what to do with this red stuff around my eye. the cream isn't working. I see my doctor next month, so I will ask him then. I don't think it's serious enough to get a sooner appointment. I just need to make sure not to get the cream in my eye.
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What\'s going on with you? I hope you get a handle on it soon!
sounds like you are having a bad time dealing with things right now. it is ok to slip up as long as you get back up. beating on yourself wont help. be proud of not purging. I do the same thing with money only its stuff for outside or my home, I think it will make me feel better about myself or if im down but it doesn\'t work and then I just feel guilty spending the money. I understand totally. lately I have been trying to go for a walk when I am anxious and wanting to go out and spend, it does help somewhat. I use ice on my knee when the swelling occurs and it really helps. the best thing is a bag of frozen peas, as strange as that sounds. ouch on the cream in the eye, we have to be so careful about that. did you rinse your eye with water? good luck at the foot doctor1 hugss
sounds like it would sting a lot. hope you feel better!