More and less
More or less made up with my daughter over the past few months and have won clients and lost some. Right now I am inbetween funds, some clients are late payers and tomorrow is wife's birthday so I am seeing my one Manhattan client who pays on the spot - no one else does - so we can at least do something when I come home. I am very angry too with a server crash that was a total mess, not my fault and just gawd awful. Super stressed.
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Back to suicidal thoughts again, really wish I was dead.
I regret the last journal entry because I have just joined a group possible related to my anger issues, possible incest, so here we go down a wild ride folks.