Mixed mess up

Watched a movie I probably shouldnt have at a time like this, but at the same time was a good time. Its called "A Girl Like Me" A documentary about a girl who attempt suicide and the story of what led her to it. The film was made so the watcher can see the view from both the side of the victim and the side of the bully. Heart wrenching at both ends. Its about time someone stepped up to the plate and made something like this....triggering and helpful at the same time.
Side thought:
Something occurred to me today, I live with a guilt complex, I cant stand to be the person who hurts anyone in any way, I have suicidal thoughts now and then, but what stops me is my guilt... of hurting anyone...interesting cycle.....something for me to think about.