mission accomplished
the last load of laundry is in the washer. I've trekked down
to the dumpsters and back. My room has the perfume overwhelmingly of TIDE
now - could be worse!! hehe It's a good fresh scent. I am just about to shift gears
and draw a little bit. Got the radio on - and had our family zoom call at 1130 am -
it's not 1242p.
Early when I started to do my chores, I felt like a worthless sack but I eventually
caught myself - and decided to just keep my focus 'in the moment' and I was
distracted enough to turn my sights to the positive.
So grateful for you guys! Have a great Sunday!...and a beautiful new week ahead!
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everyone may want their life to look a certain way - in order to feel comfortable about it
or for other reasons - I think I have been battling that kind of experience within me -
always feeling panicked about what I created for myself in my life - how I concluded things if it was panicked and irrational - rather than reasoned
or calmly and rationally acting forward. I'm seeing that 'dynamic' I had of panic and randomness as something very
much motivating my discontent. I kind of see that it makes it's way into most
people's life - if it's imagery for what they include in their life like status symbols
or other stuff - but at a certain point - like now - I'm realizing it's just important to 'join the party'
and be with friends, family and the other monastics - it's a prioritizing that I feel good about.
Again, I know, after all - we are all just people.
You have had a productive day!!
We're grateful for you to sweetie!
Big hug...xo
thanks Janet!! xx