Missing you BabyBoy
I bless the day I met you And I thank God that He let you Lay beside me for a moment that lives on And the good news is I'm better For the time we spent together And the bad news is you're gone Lookin' back it's still surprisin' I was sinking you were rising With a look you caught me in mid-air Now I know God has His reasons But sometimes it's hard to see them When I awake and find that you're not there You found hope in hopeless You made crazy sane You became the missing link That helped me break my chains And I bless the day I met you And I thank God that He let you Lay beside me for a moment that lives on And the good news is I'm better For the time we spent together And the bad news is you're gone The bad news is you're gone I miss and love you so very much My GizzieMoMo
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Oh sweetie, Very well said! My heart feels for you. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
HUGS
Love,
Michelle
This is soooo beautiful-just brings tears to my eyes! I am with you- sending out special prayers. MANY MANY HUGS Love, Laurie
The words are from a song ..Diamond Rio sings it , its called Youre Gone they have another called One More Day..I bought this cd and I play them over and over driving home ...they\'re my songs to my Giz...I wish I could say things have gotten easier..I have moments of laughter happiness that is fleeting ..cause clawing at my heart and soul is the memory of my babyboy, it has such a hold on me...if the circumstances surrounding his death were different I believe it might be different, if I had to ease his pain because of age or illness, I could live with what I had to do for him, but right now its there, eating away at me, actually forcing me to look at my life...was I always this unheppy in my life and relationship and Giz was what helped me cope ? I dont know...I just know who I was does not exist..I dont know what to do, do I stay, go, would I be running from that fateful day never to escape its grasp? There are no answers, I try to live a \"normal life\" I dont sit and cry,when its hardest is when I drive home at 4am and I think just knowing I wont hear that barking, how excited he\'d be when I pulled in the driveway..I wont hear that again, just in my memory for a brief moment when I pull in I hear it...I wish I could see him in my dreams but in the quiet of the night I see him as I did that fateful morning..its my nightmare that I cant escape