Missing My Soul Mate
My Dear Paul,
It is going on 15 months since I lost you and it doesn't seem to be getting any easier. Every where I am, I still see you. There are still places I can't seem to get myself to go, or things I still am not able to watch, because they are what we done and watched together. No matter how busy I stay, I can't seem to stop my longing to have you here. I know it is not possible. The nights and mornings are still the hardest for me, it was always our time.
I don't believe I will ever get over losing you, and you will always be in my heart and soul.
Paul, I love you so very much, you are with me in spirit.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zrK5u5W8afc
It is going on 15 months since I lost you and it doesn't seem to be getting any easier. Every where I am, I still see you. There are still places I can't seem to get myself to go, or things I still am not able to watch, because they are what we done and watched together. No matter how busy I stay, I can't seem to stop my longing to have you here. I know it is not possible. The nights and mornings are still the hardest for me, it was always our time.
I don't believe I will ever get over losing you, and you will always be in my heart and soul.
Paul, I love you so very much, you are with me in spirit.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zrK5u5W8afc
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I love that song! I am sorry you are having a rough time. It will be 4 years for me in a few days and I keep trying to find my place in life... it is hard to make a new life while we long for our life we had. Some days I think I am doing so well and then a song or a memory pops in my head and the longing for him is very strong again! I think we will always long to have them back and it will always be hard but we can do this we will survive and we will make them proud. Hugs!!!
I am so sorry for the loss of your dear husband Paul. All I can do is think of what Larry and I had and what we had planned for our future. I am not sure how we move forward and find some joy.........but just know I am thinking and praying for you and hoping we find our way, hugs Lu Ann
I think you are right...we never get over the loss but maybe someday we will get used to it. Hugs, Nancy
Beautiful journal. Hugs, Kip.
The mornings and the nights - yes, so true. Big HUGS, Sue