Missing Jennifer
It's been a long day - just really missing my daughter - Jennifer has been on my mind all day, every second, every minute....some days aren't like today - don't know why but it is what it is....I MISS MY DAUGHTER AND WOULD GIVE ANYTHING TO HEAR HER VOICE - to laugh, to argue, to hug....
Know you understand - SIGH....SIGH.....
Much Love to you all - Vicki
Know you understand - SIGH....SIGH.....
Much Love to you all - Vicki
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Vicki days like this just have a way of sneaking in and demanding their time and all that we can do is just give in and deal with the feelings that they bring. It would be so great to be able to have even just a few more minutes, I know that it\'s not the same but I do believe that we are still able to spend special time with out wonderful children and that they do hear our hearts talking to them. I know that at times I can feel my Wes\'s hand on my right shoulder just where he used to put it and give it a little squeeze whenI needed comfort or just a special \"I love you\" just between us. So no we don\'t have our children like we once did but we do still have the greatest part of them. I hope that you can understand what it is that I\'m trying to say and that you too can feel your Jennifer at times in your heart also. Sending you big gentle hugs and hopes that tomorrow is a little gentler on you, hugs....Kathy
Hugs Vicki. Each day seems to bring on more challenges and we overcome them, sometimes minutes at a time. It is a long uphill battle trying to \"keep our chin\" up but we just keep tackling the ebbs and tides, one step at a time. And we need to have some kind of understanding that even if it is one step forward for every three backwards, it is still progress and better then 3 step behind! At least, that is how I look at it all.
Peacel
Yep~~~ SO understand.
JENNIFER! JENNIFER! JENNIFER!
sigh..... so understand....
We know that the love is there still between us and our child...but to have that physicality and sound that means communion with them. I long for Patrick every day. I miss his teasing and mocking me. NO ONE ever could make me laugh like Patrick..His humor helped me through everything.
I wish I could wave my hand and we Moms could feel flat out joy again, but the best we can do is let each other know that we all feel it and we do understand. Praying for you Vicki...really hard,, Lauri
I have been there too all this week. It has been 4 months and 3 weeks since I have seen or heard my son but it seems so much longer. I miss him so much. Praying for peace for you.....Hugs, Rose
I so understand.
Love to Jennifer.
Huge hugs,
Marlene
Yes...understand
Understanding and holding you in my heart and thoughts...
Wishing that Jennifer were with you in the ways that you had always hoped she would be...
XO Joanie
Absolutely, understand !!
((((HUGS))))....Julia
Vicki, I am so sorry you are hurting so badly today. Some days are just so rough...so painful. May the days ahead be gentler on your mama\'s heart. Tight hugs of understanding, Linda
I too understand this heartache as it is with me constantly. Hope for a sign for us all. Love, Kathy
So understand. I have a voice msg on my phone so I can remember the sound of Mike\'s voice. I will listen to it once in a while but less and less now.
sending you tight hugs
Penny
Ditto to the other Moms... YES ! I understand !!!
Hugs, MaryLou