Missing hubby - Still waiting

Talked to the nurse's nurse today and it sounds like their goal date of do something about this is the first week in November.  So, if we haven't had the go ahead from the insurance company by then, they will be bringing me in for some form of treatment. 
I did have a IVIG scheduled, so I will have the company contact to see if they want me to have that yet.  I am holding my own, but very tired.  Not sure if that is MG or grief.
Still no answers from the military.  They have released the body and it should arrive tonight.  They were awarded the life insurance and he is getting full honors at burial, so they must have at least deemed it accidental. 
Learning more, the kid only had a few more days to go in basic and was well liked by his superiors.  Not a typical suicide. From what I am being told it may be months before we hear what happened with Kyle.
Sharing a joyful photo from the county fair.  Gray's "bump" on his head is actually an insect bite.  He swells terribly from them at times.