Missing Me
Not only did I lose my husband, but I lost me too. The old me was fun loving, carefree, and always made everyone around me laugh. I can never be that person again. I know the other side of the coin now. And I don't want one more person to tell me that I chose to be this way. I DID NOT choose this!! I can't be that person anymore. She died on December 11th, 2013.
Now I need to find out who is left behind in this shell of a body.
Now I need to find out who is left behind in this shell of a body.
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In 11 days he will be gone for nine months. I can\'t believe I\'ve made it for that long without him. I\'m crying less than I used to. Usually because I\'m so busy during the day that I just crash at night. Back to school for the kids, and that means back to work for me! I\'ve decided that teaching is not going to be it for me. I once was so passionate about my career. As soon as I am financially able, I want to go back to school and pursue another profession. Have no idea what that will be. Don\'t have my cheerleader who kept me up beat and fresh for my teaching profession anymore. That makes it hard to go to work and do what I need to do. AAAAHHHH! How did I get here?