Missed a few day's Wed Mar 16, 2016
OK haven't been on here in a few day's so i wanted to journal about what is going on. Son's birthday today, 32 yrs old. I went and got chicken for him for his b.d. as i have no money to give him or anything i thought i'd get something he can actually eat. He is finally taking a pain pill if he need's it. He was born at 11.55 a.m ten min's till St. Patrick's day. I am so glad he stopped drinking. This used to be a day i dreaded, he would go out and get soooo extra drunk then come home late and shitfaced. I do not miss that. I know he doesn't' miss the hangover's neither do i. I stopped drinking because i can't drink on all this med and i really don't need it. I hate to see him in so much pain. Next appt is next week, finally. OK so i got up at a normal time today, went out and got the chicken and some soda, didn't get me anything but i had a piece of his. I have been shy lately and sleeping alot, like all the time. Still have a sink full of dishes. Got them soaking. Bought some paper plates while i was out. I feel better today, little more energy till i take the med's. B.f. came out the other day and i made a whole bunch of spaghetti. So we have that to eat. I am still off sugar, cookies, etc. I am very proud but it is so tempting when you are at the store. Can't make a cake, son can't eat it cause of his teeth. I will be so happy when he finally get's all those nasty teeth out. Watching the middle on t.v. OK let's see what else? Oh ya the debilitating poverty is always fun. I learned a lesson this month. Never again. Oh i forgot, Hell's Kitchen is on tonight. wow the week's just fly by when you can't work. I have to check the calendar to see what the day and date is. OK i think iv run out of thing's to say. So The End.........
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I know. Now that I\'m not working I totally lose track of what day it is. Not sure if that\'s a bad thing or a good thing, lol... ( :