Men are mean. Dave & Rob went on about my weight yesterday.

Men are very mean.  Both Rob (Dave's room mate) and Dave went on about my weight yesterday.  Yes, I am 10 - 20 pounds over weight.  I am happy the way I am at the moment and don't plan on changing.  Dave and I got into a fight about it and I went home.  Usually, I spend the night but not in this case.  We have not talked since and it is 6:14 a.m.  Dave is at work.  I am not going to call him.  I feel like he should apologize to me.  We shall see if this is the end of our relationship or will we make up.
My heart is still numb.  I loved Smokey wholly and completely.  I feel like my heart is numb with his loss.  I don't feel another man has been able to break that shell of mine that surrounds my heart, not even Dave.
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