meaningful time

I find myself wanting to have rest time very much.

When I do rest, it's important for me to commit to it.

Then I'm also aware that it's really important for me

to have some personally meaningful activity

out there in the world sometimes.

I can become so caught in thoughts and taking care

of the place, myself and Blue...and at times it can seem like

I get kind of lost in the flow of the day -

but I know also for me it's real important to keep active, someway, 

some how,... it just adds a dimension to my experience. Like

a grounding and a dimension of self regard. 

I came  home from work today and had my lunch, fed and played with

Blue but then just rested and took a shower

and dressed. Made the bed, did the dishes, cleaned the litter box,

ordered medication and now I'm just hanging out. Grateful for the day.

Peace, Mark