Maybe Baby #2 con.

Anyone who read my last entry would know that there is a possibility that I could be expecting baby #2 and I'm terrified.  Well, I'm more and more beginning to think I really might be pregnant.  Last night, I was bleeding a tiny bit, but it wasn't a normal period flow.  it was a tiny bit of pink blood once, which pretty much sums up implantation bleeding.  And the timing is right for that as well.  Then this morning, I'm even more sick to my stomach than I've been the past week or so .. .I'm really scared that I could be pregnant.  I mean, honestly I want more children, but I know he doesn't.  I could handle it, but I know he wouldn't want to.  It hurts to know that we want such different things in our lives.  I love him so much, and I know at some point, what we want may come between us.  I don't know what to do next.  I don't know how I would cope if he left me, but I really don't think I could get rid of a baby if I am pregnant. 

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sugarbear75
sugarbear75

Hi, crysticbabe, if you are married I think there
Always a chance of getting pregnant . Unless he gets a procedure or you do.
Even if you are using protection. Or even the oil. It takes
Two to make a baby. If he puts the blame all
On you , I don\'t that is fair or realistic. I glad you would keep
Him or her, the are a gift from God. Will be praying for you.
Does.
crystalicbabe
crystalicbabe

we aren\'t married, he basically told me already that he wouldn\'t ever marry me, and we aren\'t currently using anything because he doesn\'t like condoms and I\'m waiting to get in to see my gynecologist to try to find some birth control I can tolerate.