May flowers

So update I got an apartment it's kind of far and in an area I'm not familiar with but I'm going to embrace it and try to figure things out I have a little support for my family which is really great I am still in the process of getting over my break up through the years is a long time and I think I'm completely past that and ready to MoveOn we still talk but I think the best thing is just to gradually do my own thing it's hard when someone is there for you and when you get sick mentally they just distant some selves do you reattach from you and  stop being there for you and leave you I was just what I'm thinking about it's nothing really it is personal but you know time to MoveOn I am ready for my new apartment I'm also ready for my new nephew to be born in August looking forward to it you know what's weird I have to think I have to switch clinics and I had no idea because if I move all the way towards  Scottsdale that's what's going to happen I never really thought of going to a different clinic but it might happen and I never really said anything but I think I'm going to write a book about my experiences and I have no idea where to begin but I think it would be an interesting read .