may 31

I didn't take my pll last night I feel like crap and have all day. I am taking food to cr for dinner i almost didn't get it done in time.  there is a new guy at work giving me trouble dustin and i do not like him and wish he would quit.  i feel like quitting which would make him and tremayne happy.  tremayne wants me to work tomorrow but i cant i have the key to the church for ga.  he says he didn't turn the new cooks against me but he did.  i know he did.  i am tired and i have to babysit at cr tonight. i hope no kids show up that would be perfect.  i am not in the mood.  right now i hate my job and i hate not gambling i am bored and miss the social aspect of it.  i miss gambling today.  i wish i could just go to the casino and play black jack that would be fun.  but i know i cant and its good that