March madness

New month new exciting adventures new endeavors new blessings. I just wanted to write and tell you that I am doing so much better and I feel like I can handle what comes my way. I signed up for Counseling. I feel very comfortable with my new counselor. it'll help me with Grief and  loss for sure I think I'm going to work through my problems with having too many feelings and emotions about losing people in my life because I feel so much better. I've been exercising daily and I'm getting results so I'm quite happy about that. My sister is going to give birth in May 2 for a little girl and I'm so excited I have my third niece, my sister's first little girl I am so excited and can't wait. I also want to do something special for Easter. Just can't put my finger on it. Maybe a small party. I'm going to be really happy this spring because things are looking up my roommates really nice. We have our daily things we go through but all in all we care about each other and respect each other to live together. I'm working out things in my living situation. Watch is all that I ask i'm just super excited for my niece to come. I'm going to try to be there for my sister. I bought her pajamas for the hospital. I know it's a small gesture, but I hope she thinks of me when she uses them in the hospital and it will really mean a lot to me. I'm thinking about visiting my mom in Minnesota so I put a lot of thoughts to it. I think I'm gonna do it just depending when. That's all I can think of for now, but I hope everybody has a beautiful start of their spring and bring on the great weather