Many changes coming in my life - not so easy!
No so easy changes coming in my life.
1. Lisa and Grant and my grandson Tyson will be moving to Surrey/White Rock to a townhouse that they purchased. This will happen in October. Lisa sold her apartment and now Grant has to sell his apartment. I like Grant's apartment. If I had the money, I would buy it. The thing is that it has carpe through out the entire apartment except the kitchen. Most people want hardwood or laminate floors these days. I know I do.
2. Living/Job: I interview well and have great skills but nothing concrete. I keep living on the Pension. I worry about next year's water/sewer taxes, property taxes and house insurance. The Pension only covers my monthly bills with a little little bit left over for food. Dave has me over every day for dinner. I am blessed.
3. Dave: I got to do something about this but for now and as long as Lisa, Grant & Tyson are living in Richmond, this will not change. Dave and Lisa etc all live in the same apartment complex which makes it easy for me to babysit as I do not drive. This will come to a head eventually.
4. I got to put myself first and expect respect from people. I have got to like and respect myself as well. All my life I was put down by my late-mom. She never encouraged us because she thought it would give us swelled heads. I had low self-esteem from my birth onward. It's a hard thing to change. It was probably why my first marriage was to an alcoholic. He had other problems as well but booze was one small part of it but not the entire thing to end our marriage.
5. Title to the apartment: I need to see a lawyer about this but don't have the money at the moment so this is on the back burner until my finances change. Currently, I have life interest in the apartment and can put it into the will that upon my death Lisa gets my life interest from the apartment.
6. Menopause: every time it is close to the point where I would get my period, I get depressed. Once it is over, I am fine again. I hate this. I am there right now. My period used to come each 18th of the month like clock work. It is the 13th today so I am in the depressed state of mind. It will go away. It is a pattern with the menopause.
Thank everyone who reads my journal entries and replies to me. Your words either encourage my heart or they really make me think about things or ometimes I don't agree. One thing is for certain your words make me think and that is a good thing. Thank you for your words and support from Diane Baillie who really appreciates your hugs.
1. Lisa and Grant and my grandson Tyson will be moving to Surrey/White Rock to a townhouse that they purchased. This will happen in October. Lisa sold her apartment and now Grant has to sell his apartment. I like Grant's apartment. If I had the money, I would buy it. The thing is that it has carpe through out the entire apartment except the kitchen. Most people want hardwood or laminate floors these days. I know I do.
2. Living/Job: I interview well and have great skills but nothing concrete. I keep living on the Pension. I worry about next year's water/sewer taxes, property taxes and house insurance. The Pension only covers my monthly bills with a little little bit left over for food. Dave has me over every day for dinner. I am blessed.
3. Dave: I got to do something about this but for now and as long as Lisa, Grant & Tyson are living in Richmond, this will not change. Dave and Lisa etc all live in the same apartment complex which makes it easy for me to babysit as I do not drive. This will come to a head eventually.
4. I got to put myself first and expect respect from people. I have got to like and respect myself as well. All my life I was put down by my late-mom. She never encouraged us because she thought it would give us swelled heads. I had low self-esteem from my birth onward. It's a hard thing to change. It was probably why my first marriage was to an alcoholic. He had other problems as well but booze was one small part of it but not the entire thing to end our marriage.
5. Title to the apartment: I need to see a lawyer about this but don't have the money at the moment so this is on the back burner until my finances change. Currently, I have life interest in the apartment and can put it into the will that upon my death Lisa gets my life interest from the apartment.
6. Menopause: every time it is close to the point where I would get my period, I get depressed. Once it is over, I am fine again. I hate this. I am there right now. My period used to come each 18th of the month like clock work. It is the 13th today so I am in the depressed state of mind. It will go away. It is a pattern with the menopause.
Thank everyone who reads my journal entries and replies to me. Your words either encourage my heart or they really make me think about things or ometimes I don't agree. One thing is for certain your words make me think and that is a good thing. Thank you for your words and support from Diane Baillie who really appreciates your hugs.
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