making a stand/gonna tell him

i decided to make this work at all costs, so i ignored our incompatibilities. i also don't like to rock the boat. i'll keep my negative, yet truthful, opinions to myself so as not to upset anyone. i've dug myself a really deep hole. now it's time to stand up and climb out.
we're stubborn. neither of us can admit when we're wrong. we can't even admit that our relationship is wrong. we can not admit defeat. we can not let this go. we need to move on.
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i wish he would get home already so i can tell him. it's driving me nuts!