Made it through another beta
Beta results are in: 975. Although I'm happy it's rising, it's are rising slower than I'd like. RE isn't concerned and said I'm within normal limits so I'm going to have to trust him and hope my little bean keeps growing! I'm going to really need to learn some better coping skills on the waiting time though. The morning and early afternoon dragged sooooo slowly as I sat at my desk waiting for the call. I couldn't distract myself with work even though I desperately tried. My next appt is a week from today for another blood test to confirm my numbers are still rising. Hoping they do an u/s then too; I called them back to ask and am waiting to hear from them. For now, I'm going to try very very hard to relax and enjoy the fact that I'm pregnant and hope this time next week I still am! It's just so tough being in a double high-risk category between IVF and my age. And speaking of, I need to vent for a quick second here: my co-worker who told me she is pregnant last week told the rest of the office today so while I've been sitting here anxiously awaiting the call from RE and trying to calm my fears, I've been listening to how it didn't take long to conceive, how she is "so old" at 36 and sucks to be high-risk, etc. etc. the list of baby talk goes on and on but I think you all get the idea ;)
Anyway, I'd appreciate any prayers and positive vibes to get me through to next week! You've all been the most amazing support and I can't thank you enough!!! Thinking of you all and sending you peace and love along this journey. xoxo
Anyway, I'd appreciate any prayers and positive vibes to get me through to next week! You've all been the most amazing support and I can't thank you enough!!! Thinking of you all and sending you peace and love along this journey. xoxo
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So happy about your result. I don\'t have any tricks to get through the next wait period, I\'m always the worst. I do know DS always helps me a lot. Sure hope you get an u/s soon. It\'s so hard not to overanalyses every little thing. We just know to much with IF.
Good luck staying patient. I\'m sure things will look great at your next beta.
Waiting is the WORST!! And it doesn\'t get any better throughout the pregnancy. Once you get past one thing, then you\'re waiting for the next one! So just prepare yourself for 9 months of waiting for shit!! lol Congrats to you mama!!!
WOOT!!!!!!! FYI--- The waiting never ends...soon enough you will be going through it between each Ob appt.....But the anxiety is soooooo worth it!