Intentions

I want to be confident. 

I want to be intentional. 

I want to recconnect with myself. Get to know myself. Engage with myself. Realize my beliefs and my wants. 

I want to mentally achieve the point where I can believe I'm good enough. 

I want to acknowledge where I have failed and work around my failures.

I want to acknowledge where I have succeeded and congratulate myself. 

I want to be able to look back and think that I'm happy with who I am and what I've done. I want to be proud of my hard efforts and not disappointed by a lack of engagement and faking and lying to myself. 

I want to stop being miserable and unhappy all the time. I want to accept that change takes time and figure out what amount of time is acceptable for me. 

I have many things I want, but as always I feel lost on how to achieve them. All these personal goals are my greatest aspirations, and they are difficult because they are a test of who I am in my entirety as a person, not just a specific skill or facet that I can work on. Mm.. 

Tomorrow I have class in the morning.