Lunch

I've seen my GP again & got some medication whilst I wait to see the IAPTs team. But I am finding myself highly anxious this week & paranoid.
First it was the weather yesterday ... I was driving around for work and Hurricane Gonsalis was here, though in the end it was not such a worry!
Second I am supposed to be going for lunch with 3 friends today, but for some reason I have a niggling feeling that it is not going to go well. My relationship with one friend in particular has change over the last few months & I don't know what to expect, but I feel I could be heading into the Spanish Inquisition.
At the same time they are all good friends & I'm sure it will actually be fine ... It's just Me!
All this anxiety is making my eczema flare up & I am rather self conscious too ... So I'm not winning today!