Loving me

I can't do this today. I don't want to. It's 10:29 and I don't care how stubborn my brain wants to be, I just want to sleep. I know that I self destruct without sleep and I'd rather avoid that. Instead I can wake up tomorrow and get started with a fresh day. 

Work-life balance is the key. I've lost it over the past couple days. I've grown dissatisfied with my school work and envious of others, feeling constantly lacking and ashamed of myself. Because I'm stressed, and what I'm able to accomplish is stunted for it. I'm stressed, anxious, depressed, lonely. I'm back in that space again. The answer is self-care, self love, listening to myself, and finding that balance again. 

It's okay. I'm everything I need to be in this moment. I'm amazing. I'm great. I'm deserving of good things, and love, and appreciation. I love you. Thank you