Love? honesty?
Have decided to move to tumblr permanantly. have decided i dont want help.i dont want people reading my issues and feeling sorry for mehave realised i want to tell the world i feel like killing myself. and have NO ONE care.sick and tired of people getting sick of me cause they cant fix meSo im going to be happy and full of joy and just be the brightest lil peice of sunshine you ever did see.and when im home alone be black.
so right now, even if you asked me not to lie and to tell you how i am, whatevr my mood i would tell you im fucking dandy!!!
because this way. i wont hurt the ones i love. :/ God love... who do i love? my bf... the rest, im going to have to get bck to you when the rest of my heart can be separated from the floor, inflated and gotten the foot prints wiped off it.
so right now, even if you asked me not to lie and to tell you how i am, whatevr my mood i would tell you im fucking dandy!!!
because this way. i wont hurt the ones i love. :/ God love... who do i love? my bf... the rest, im going to have to get bck to you when the rest of my heart can be separated from the floor, inflated and gotten the foot prints wiped off it.
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:( i\'ll miss u a lot if/when? you go. you never made me sick of u or sad because u were sad. we can handle it, ok? we\'re not THAT weak...
Thank you gorgeous. i think i\'ll talk to people on here but like bitch and journal in the middle of no where to no one.
your amazingly strong :) i know ALOT of people over the years who give up after not even a year cause its all too hard.. :(
love you sweetie.
love you too. do whatever\'s best for ya :)