lost it, losing it, lost

 
there is a robin hopping about on the patio.......hello Robin.
i deleted a lot of negativity, what's the point of it?  no energy to dig up any joy today.  can't find my joy digging shovel anyway..........
going back to bed...........see you in April.
doc appt on Monday.......blechhhhhhhhhhhhh.  wonder if i call and cancel if they will still renew my scripts.  i can't remember if they will or not........so confused and generally weepy.  the face of sickness isn't very pretty sometimes.  sorry.........just not myself and it's getting worse.
the bird song is lovely........so two good things right?  the robin and the bird choir.  back to bed doopity doopity doo......back to bed.
 
 
 

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angellady
angellady

Ruthie so sorry you are feeling worse. You are in my prayers my friend. Hope you feel a it better soon. So you can get outdoors for an hour or so. Hugs xo
JenBen01
JenBen01

I\"m sorry you\'re not doing so well :( Sounds like bed is the place to be for you. I hope things look brighter tomorrow.

hug hug
DarlaC
DarlaC

The face of sickness SURELY isn\'t very pretty sometimes! I truely hope that you start to pull out of this pit, Ruthie!! My heart is with you. The lonliness of it...can just be devasating!

Glad you saw the Robin. Go
DarlaC
DarlaC

DS CUT ME OFF AGAIN!...Gods sign that his eye is on the sparrow as well!

Praying for comfort for my sweet Sparrow tonite!

If your drugs aren\'t narcotics or Benzo\'s, mental health stuff, they can renew without seeing you. Hopefully, they can be delivered to you as well!

Love to my wonkie birdie!! (((RUTHIE))))
angellady
angellady

Hoping & praying you are feeling a bit better. Very concerned for you. Luv ya & a gentle hugs
carolmj
carolmj

Yes, birdsong really is music from God, directly into your ! And He never sends the same melody out twice, yours is only for His very own Ruthie!! xoxox